25 - Sep - 2007
Date: 25 September, 2007 | Posted By: phil | Category:
Faith
God really speaks to me through children and thiswas one of those times:
Do you sometimes feel like you have fallen on your face, clumsily and akwardly! I remember when I would go skating as a young boy and my dad always told me I looked like”frankenstein” on skates. Inevitably, more times than not, I would find myself on my face than on my feet! Sometimes it hurt, sometimes it was embarassing, and it never failed at making me feel like an incapable “loser”.
This past summer I had an awful job at a daycare facility, but that’s not the point! One of our field trips was to the local “ghetto” skating rink, and I was so excited about this….Fortunately, they didn’t allow usto skate with the kids, but we were allowed to go on the rink to help out the kids who were struggling! One of my favorite little kids, we weren’t allowed to have favorites but oh well, was named Heidi….She had clearly never been skating before and was having a heck of a time staying on her feet. Eventually Heidi came over to me, grabbed my hand, and asked if I could help her! So I went out with her to help her skate and stay on her feet, but whenever I would let go Heidi would quickly fall down again!
I’ll never forget what Heidi said to me that day when she looked up at me with tears in her eyes. At this point Heidi had probably fallen in excess of 100 times and was losing confidence in her ability to skate at all. So, she looks up at me and asks, “Is falling down part of learning how to skate.” Now understand, I am no skate coach at all, but I looked at Heidi and replied with the only response I could think of, “Yeah, it is.” Than Heidi responsded “That’s what I thought.”
Almost immediately she grabbed my hand again and started skating once more. I was amazed at her perserverence! Heidi said one last thing to me that really hit me, “I like it when I hold your hand, because it helps me stay up.”
It was at that point that I realized how much I live my life like Heidi on roller skates! I’m really good at messing up, making poor decisions, and falling flat on my face. The difference is that when I fall down a lot of the times I just don’t want to get back up.
I guess what I learned through Heidi is that falling down is part of the process! We are all going to fall at times in our life and nobody wants to go through this! It makes us feel like a failure and it makes us feel worthless, but it’s a part of the process! If we never made mistakes how would we ever learn and grow and become stronger people!
It’s in these moments that God reaches His hand down to us! His grace is so amazing that He doesn’t carehow hard we’ve fallen or how many times we’ve fallen.
By the end of the day, Heidi was skating on her own and had a big smile on her face.
If you feel like you have fallen, be reminded that it’s a part of the process! Get back up and keep on going. You can’t learn to skate if your laying down feeling sorry for yourself!
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