the encounter

Grace is an uncomfortable place.  In grace you let go of control.  You didn’t arrive in it by being good and you can’t stay in it by being good.  The untethered favor of God comes to you by the love of Jesus Christ and frees you from your past, your guilt, your regrets, and your shame.  And it is uncomfortably freeing – especially when you’ve held on tightly to so much in the past.

No more measuring yourself against others.  No more judging others.  No more comparison.  No more resentment.  No more evaluating your goodness based on your actions.

Uncomfortable freedom.  Its hard to take in.  We want to work for it, feel guilty for it, use the grace of God as a way of continuing our old habits of making ourselves righteous.

We even look for faith environments (what we call churches) that help us maintain some control and the ability to work for our goodness.  We want lists, boundaries, preaching that calls people out, a place that keeps us from those who don’t keep the rules.  Order, control, boundaries, lists, who’s in/who’s out, definable spirituality – ahh… much better.

They didn’t like this freedom in Jesus’ day or Paul’s day.  It upset the system.  It undermined authority.  It was too freeing.  It led to sinners hanging around.  It led to individual connection with God.  It led to passion, expression, and breaks with tradition.  It was wild and couldn’t be controlled.

Hang on to your guilt, regrets, fear, and bitterness.  Define your goodness by what you do and don’t do.   You’ll find yourself in a well-controlled environment of faith.  Everything will be in order and there will be no life, no desire, no power.

Or personally receive and experience Christ’s favor, grace, forgiveness, and release.  Let go of trying to manage you.  The next moments will be uncomfortably freeing.   Next set others free.  Let go of trying to define, control, and manage their lives –  something even more uncomfortably freeing.  There in that place your heart will come alive with desire, life, sincerity, and motivation.

Such is the uncomfortable place of grace.

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